Judgement

I really hate to pass judgment on someone I used to hold near and dear to my heart, but I just read an interview with them and I saw them mentioning over and over again a person they were in an extremely abusive relationship. She mentioned how said person was a wonderful influence on her and her life...when at the time we were close, she was trying to escape her supposedly terrible relationship with him. She stopped returning my calls about 5 months ago and I'm starting to believe that it is because she started seeing him again. It hurts me to see her go back into this situation, but it also makes me wonder if I was being lied to. It also makes me wonder if the verbal and emotional abuse I suffered from BOTH of these people was just an "in cahoots" sort of situation that was being used to mind fuck me and to breed me as a "slave" of sorts (they're fetish people).

On another note, I tried out a new club...it was fucking hell compared to where I work. Men were trying to grab my pussy, whipping their dicks out, I found some kind of drug baggie on the floor and the manager even offered me a condom to blow a customer (how accommodating!) . Needless to say I will not be going back.

Last week, there was a party for the premier of Popporn's Guide to Making Fuck. It was super fun and the porn is both hilarious and sexy, and was directed by my friend Spock Buckton. So, to you perv's out there, give it a look. The party was lots of fun, and it was cool to be recognized by some of the fans of the blog. I even made a new friend, Marianne, who also reviews porn on the site.